Maybe that’s why I know I can’t be here forever. I can’t live life being comfortable all the time. Being comfortable is not how I grow and learn as a person and carry out the mission God has for me. It’s simply not. I’m going to be okay. I know that when I look back… Continue reading one-eight.
Right before the new year, I changed the words on my cinema light-box, away from the Christmas lyrics I'd been staring at for over a month. I messed around with several sayings, and ended up with two three letter words I'd been thinking about lately. But God. And it's funny looking back now, because I… Continue reading Peace in pieces.
Tonight, I ran into my room and stood there in my haven of the last 3 years, surrounded by all the people who helped me and held me together in the last 365 days of pain, my chest full of regrets I hoped to let go when the clock hit zero. The countdown was jumbled,… Continue reading New Years Ramble
I woke up today and it was Wednesday Just a day Nothing attached. I woke up today with my problems, still brightly present behind me But they respectfully Took a step back. "Today is for you." They said "Find peace, our knives will still be sharp tomorrow." I thanked them somehow, and stood, walking to… Continue reading Far too confused about life to write a real blog post, so here’s a thing I wrote.
Something you may or may not know about me is that I write songs from time to time. (From time to time meaning pretty much constantly.) And I have posted links a couple of times to my YouTube channel on here, and once or twice on my Facebook, and new songs automatically post to Twitter.… Continue reading Songwriting.
We could take our stormy days With all of its soft grays and Paint them, Make them stay And turn our pain to pinks so every time we blink a sunset comes our way And we could stay Inside these colors Loving one another Helping us discover We're ready to try again -Inside These Colors, a… Continue reading Thanksgiving 2017.
No one told me about the hard conversations That you'll have to have when you grow up And just how much they hurt But at least in my family At least we have them between licks of lollipops And add stupid jokes on the side.